film

yo. does it really take 3 weeks for film to develop.


and I found out that Ithaca has a dark room sooo... :)

NEW POST

I haven't posted in forever.

Winter Break was all chill. Flew a lot.

Had all good california shit. None of that NY shit. lol I pretty much did nothing all day except go to Alex's house and do stupid (but cute) white people traditions(?) and little things hahaha. Oh and hang out with Chris. And once or twice marin.

Christmas was nice. :) Alex gavers me a DIANA F+ camera.
I'll a have a few pics up if they turn out good. I dunno about lighting and stuff yet. Owell, this camera is for experimenting with (albeit a bit of an expensive hobby).

Yeah hung out on Christmas with everyone. Went to Oliver's preparty don't remember cuz I was kinda fucked up along with a lot of other people but still "SOBER". Slept over.

HAHA. Neel.

New Years was fun too. Anti-climatic. Played with Alex's sister and her bf oh yeah and alex whatever. Watched times square. Then we got in the car and went to riteaide for ice cream except they didnt have cookies and cream wtf. Then spent the rest of that night eating leftover pasta and chippy chips and watching south park and stuff. lol. so sad.

Had Pho with the girls. First time having pho since before summer lol so amazing.

THEN I left and I was sad. Uh. And Ithaca sucks. So cold. Boohoo.

hmm

i need to find chill-er hang-out people.
i'm not really into getting wasted every night.
i don't really drink.
...& i find it so strange that people seem like they're very close but we've only known each other for a few weeks. I barely know them and I see them getting drunk or stoned or making out or having one-night stands. It's uncomfortable. I don't like it.

got to keep trying. I think I've found a few people. We will see how it goes...






only 70 days left.
we fight for more time but
it can't possibly go any slower
& it's too fast at the same time!
i miss you.

we are photogs

mmmmmm it's so chill here.
everyone is cools.
my roommate is sooo cute and sweet. i love her a lot. we're really different though but we get along well enough. as in, i'm kind of craze and she's very quiet but she says she's loud in japan.
i can understand the language barrier. she bought us window stickies so that raises her coolness 92334 levels.

business classes are so boring [did i choose the right major??]
i have a craze teacher for speech which is good but i still hate making speeches. she wants us to call her by her first name, ann, which is really difficult but i'll try my best not to feel weird.
my psych professor is so cute. mmm yummy. but he's married and has a kid. lol.
i'm hoping my world of business gets better-- but something about my professor makes me mad.
my macroecon teacher is supposedly really good but i can't understand him. he's sooo boring.
and i love my sociology teacher, even though i'm not that into soc. She reminds me soo much of mrs. thomas. She's great and it's gonna be fun even in a class of 200+. Most people say she's like a gift from the gods but her tests are hard as fuck. oh noes.

had a lot of decent shit with some friends a few days before class
and watched someone play hitman.
but they aren't as good as the old times.
[but also because they were beasters]
i've been spoiled.
<3
"i miss you but..."
add stuff to the list
save me a gram.
i know you love me--- and what you meant LOL.
i'm so happy i'm coming back in november.
i'll see you at the airport. haha.
but first the computer screen. hmmmm. ):

this body ain't for sale: i hate you guys

necklaces: american vintage & forever 21
bracelet: my lucky buddha beads-- grandma's, now mine
condom shirt: h&m for aids foundation
footless tights: h&m
belt: stray cat vintage
boots: buffalo exchange

i am in love with new accessories. more specifically, my new boots that i found at the exchange store hidden in the corner that were a perfect fit. yummy. And they were only $16.
wore this outfit to sharon's going away party for out-of-staters...including me, stephany, and tiffany.
friday night too hot. saturday's goodbyes.
i am going to miss everyone.
especially someone who needs to go to nyc with me.
stop and think. use a condom.
freaking out for the rest of the month isn't t00 great of a feeling.
i don't need the for sale sign guys. <3

bah.

pills make the want go down to the maximum.
at least the first week of the month.
drugs keep the happy up.
parents make the fun go away.
money, not enough.
he makes my day.
going shopping with 3 hos keeps me loling.
especially when you have an 18-year-old. SEE, I TOLD YOU WE NEEDED ONE.
i heart you emily robles. let's get married.
jk, i'm not into the weird shit you are. At least not to that extent.
hahahahah <3 <3
new bootsx2, belt, necklace, fishnets, purple g.

"yeah yeah. i had some bad mcdonalds so idk if my penis is working but my lungs still do."

HARD

jesus christ.
epic night.
Hard was awesome. Awesome giant rave party.
MSTRKRFT was like a fucking orgasm. Okay, they were like 20. N.E.R.D. was decent but just fucking built up to mstrkrft cuz they wouldn't stop playing so when mstrkrft finally came out it was like awesome-epic.
Great remixes. So glad they played D.A.N.C.E. and remixed Daft and all these awesomes. & Steve Aoki was a cutie on stage as usual.
Got tired. Sat down. "You guys rollin'?" hahaha. No, sober tonight.

Went back to the apartment. Passed out after happiness. Slept well.
Woke up and everything was clear again.
yum.